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hello..todae go school..zz so sleepy..every weekend over i will feel alot more sleepy than other daes when i wake up.hmm.sit bus,tsehao take same bus then reach school..lol..suay ms chai take my poa book..lol..z..then blablabla i like mondae most slack..haha the school dae also veri fast over without physics.tomolo need stay back for physics T.T tomolo all two periods..two english two maths two p.e and two mt..two mt slack two english slack..wait english got project.SIAN.ZZ..I HATE PROJECTS..lol..then assembly..when we are walking down MISS ONG SUDDENLY FALL DOWN.LOL.JAIRUS CHERYL WALLACE ME LAUGH LIKE SHIT.zz so mean..haha..after school eat..then blablabla..then shi en got pushed by chia min and almost hit the glass..HAHA..LAUGH ALSO..LOL..then go home after eat.i written miss ong a testimonial asking her to walk carefully next time.LOL.pure gl-ness i tink.lol


i asked politely or maybe a fun way or a way i usually ask people 'pls move away leh dun block my view' u replied 'i wan block leh wad u wan do' this make me angry okay..dun be so lame..there is miss ong there and i am not jairus that dare to hit people in front of her..yes..i am hum ji..but there is a limit in everyone's patience and pls dun overshot mine becos no one overshot people and i duno wad will i do..i think i will cry and sae something like 'y u dun listen to me,i sae so nice u so cheebai for wad'then begin to choke the person who angered me..LOL.though this is like drama but it can happen especially if the person is me.i never make u u make me.and being purposely gl me is my 死穴.which means i easily get angry of these guai lan thing..thats y u dun see me go pull girls hair or disturb too much becos i dun like to be pulled or disturbed.i tink we will have a fight if u dun control urself........jasper.

pls dun send this kind of stupid fren bracelet to me.i tink u forgot to uncheck me in ur hotmail.i am no fren of urs.hope i can be a place where u are not there.i keep quiet in ur presence.this is the least i can do.i dunwan anymore conflicts between the two of us.i remember very clear that we are okay frens before incidents happened.i still wan to be frens wif u though.in fact i wan to be frens wif everybody who wants to be frens with me.so unless u dunwan to be a fren of mine u can sae it,be it by urself or through frens.but if u still wan me as a fren pls giv me some time..maybe a few months..sounds long?not really becos u are not the one experiencing the stuff i experienced.last time one friend of mine scold my mother and i broke contact wif him for one month.later i sort of forgive him and now we are friends again.this is like history repeats itself.if u still dun mind being friends wif me then wait if u dunwan then also nvm i didnt do anything,i wont do anything,i cant do anything.i will treat u just the same like now.keeping quiet and stuff.wad u can do is dun answer any of my questions even if i dun direct my question like 'hey wad u all wan to do now' becos obviously now i wouldnt be interested in hearing ur answer and also cant be bothered hearing ur answer.i will onli get irritated hearing u answered my question but have no feeling when u answered others people question..anyway i wonder do u still read my blog.if u do this passage is veri important IF u still wan to remain as frens.......gwendolyn

i see people faults more when i begin to hate someone.patience get shorter too.lol..later go study geog..so sian..old aunty..i hate her..boring too..lol..y geog so boring?lol..i deleted wenxiu msn,her friend msn and mingjie msn.i removed her blogspot link.i am now cut off of all connections from her except in school.i decided to change new one.lol..but certainly surely confirm guarantee not ivy..that is jus purely for fun.maybe it is one of my frens or maybe it is another person that i completely duno or maybe i will not get anyone at all.lol.

i am more grudge bearing if frens pang seh me.i cant forgive becos i hav nothing to rely.my family is broken..i got a step father and i dun talk to him.i never speaks at home..my mom work untill 11 plus then come home..then she tired so also rarely talk to me..so i am used to it that no one talk to me.so now my mother talk to me i feel slightly irritated but knoe she meant well.but i am too used to people not talking to me at home.my bro is in ns and had a girlfriend.so after ns he stay at her house and rarely come home..which means i also rarely talk to brother..and distance pull people apart..i feel a tiny weeny little awkward if i were to talk to them..so i talk to frens most.which means if frens leave me i will realli have no one.so i cannot forget the hatred i feel if people leave me for love and people caused my fren to leave me.it will take a long time as mentioned above.lol..haha..leak out alot of my sort of darkest secret to the public.i do feel sad that y i hav this kind of family while others are happy and have caring,parent and it is really their biological parents.i have entirely no collection that me my brother my mother and my real father have go out before and i envy u all that have family outing.of course now we are in our teenage and might feel that going out wif family is total boredom..but it is memories.lol.hope i wake some of ur dumb brains up..lol..bbbbb